Have you ever gotten burnt out on something?
I don't mean your job, taking out the trash, or mowing the lawn.
No, I mean something you typically enjoy doing, that you have gotten joy from, but somehow it has lost it's luster and brilliance. That once shiney interest in life becomes dull and flat, lifeless like a dying plant that has been neglected in the corner of the room too long.
Did the plant become lifeless due to neglect and lack of care and pruning?
Or maybe you overwatered it until it wilted, then your pruning sheers nicked the limbs of the plant causing additonal damage to the once healthy and stong shrub?
Did that plant get too much or too little attention?
Sometimes that is how I feel about modeling. Right now I can't decide if I have given it too much or too little of my time to cause this 'burnout' I am suffering from. I am thinking that like a phase it will pass, like so many ticks on a clock...I am hoping it will come to end soon. I need some kind of new excitement to add to this modeling gig! Later this week I have an interesting shoot lined up, I can't wait to see if it will cure what ails me:)